If you know, you know.

For those who don’t,

My Book Was Leaked

A book valuable enough to invade a home for; an author not valuable enough to let her show them it herself.

Nobody will protect you from everything & protecting yourself will never be enough.

I wrote for a better life. I protected what I wrote by stepping back in advancements by reverting to manual methods, by hand & typewriting. Despite switching location, turning off wifi, & turning off bluetooth, one scan took all my time & hardwork away from me. No one wanted a better life for me except me especially when it came with revealing insights on how they went about making my life a living nightmare.


Book 1

“Dear Hackers, Wish Granted”

Rewinding it back : As promised, this is the official publish of my first book. No, it is not for sale. No, it will never be available for print.

Censor title by author: “Dear Hackers, Wish Granted”

Censor name, pen name: F. R.

Original title: “If You Want Me To Move, Then Let Me Write Why”

Uncensored name: Dawn Bloss

The problem created from granting censorship is the illusion that is created that I censored my own book first. Under those markered out lines of text reveal I caught on to the potential that hackers would delete it. My backup succeeded, but their attempt to delete my entire book could not be reversed. They did succeed at deleting another copy of it. Jan 3rd marks that day. Targeted more, I granted their wish.

Completed at the beginning of 2023, this book is outdated due to new events that unfolded.


Book 2

“Racism Is Here To Stay”

Not good enough to resolve the bigger mess of it all, I wrote my second book.

With the physical toll writing this book took on me, traumatic experiences alongside it, the human errors will remain to retain the trauma I do not wish to relive in trying to perfect manual typing to mimmick digital typing.

I wrote both these books to solve a problem. People want me to move. Why matters. I created a solution. The issue with my solution? I have faced too much opposing interest by those who do not want me publishing these books. Nobody was willing to die for my books like I was. Opposition has actively shown me they do not want me to succeed in getting this to print for everyone to read let alone having a good life.

I am done fighting to hold onto my books any longer.

As radical as this is, this is my second book in full.

I cannot get it to print on my own, so I give.

I believe in value for value & I hope you do, too.

Writing these took everything in me & I treated them as my lifeline. I want everyone to have access to them at the same time I have needed them to save me.

These books are not free. They are still my lifeline. All rights are reserved. I give access to everyone so that I may prove they hold as much value to me as I have hoped they will for you. I hope you find value in “Racism Is Here To Stay”.


The Difference You Made

This goes out to all who gave a damn about my consent to access to the book I nearly gave my life to finish and was prepared to die for. Thank you. From the bottom of my heart, thank you.


If I was able to bring any value to your life with “Racism Is Here To Stay”, please back its print.